~MetroidOnIce

On the beard. Stroking it while thinking makes me look more intelligent.

I've had a bad week, comperable to dropping your change on the floor, it rolls under the car then some bastard comes and throws a pie in your face. No I don't know what I mean either.

It started last week, well Friday really, but those are details I wish not to get in to. So a few days after that, I was happily revising about Communist Russia, and Lenin while asking myself who of the Soviet Leaders have the best facial hair, when my dad calls me to him. Apparently, my mother has been sending text messages and speaking on the phone a very.. way a mother shouldn't who's been with someone since as long as I can remember.

I was stunned, as you would be. I mean, I knew she had man friends, but.

When she spoke to him on the phone she put the blame on my father..

But things got better 'apparently' when my mother and father talked later that date. I knew something odd was strange when she was hanging outside my door talking to me.. not the usual thing you do.

SO NEXT DAY, things still a little tense, and I was in the kitchen and she comes up to me asking if I could give her advice. I said no, I'd rather not be caught up in this.

..And so I end up listing anyway. Turns out, she admits to a fling wit this other person and is choosing who to stay with my dad or this new guy. Called Chris. Who I'm told I'd really like because he's into computers.

Well for "For Fuck's sake" over and over again. I was told I'd be looked after until I finish my career work (Law-talking guy). But it isn't the point. The family has been together, for what, 20 years nearly? And yes, my father isn't always perfect but who is. Okay, sometimes its just more than a little anger (Things have been smashed on people) but he does try, I mean he wasn't even crazy-angry about this.. more hurt I guess.

I'm someone who admires the law, in that sense I'm a bit like "Polly" Justice, minus the hanging around with underaged girls (The girl I hang around turned 17 a few weeks ago FYI) and taking pride in my hair. But marriage is like a law (Yeah, they haven't been married but that's if we're being technical, okay, partnership) and when you have children together (My brother and sister) then really you can't easily throw that away. Thats what sickened me.

Her story was as a Nurse she sees people dying all the time, and that's enrolled her to take risks in her life. But its not like that, there's taking fucking-stupid risks, then there's taking fucking-stupid risks. Someone's going to end up hurt now.

I honestly couldn't believe I was talking to my mother to be honest, it just seemed all strange.

I can understand from an emonctianl support, but..but.. you just don't do that. How are my brother and sister going to react? (Less so my sister who seems to be taking herself in a different place already) and my grandparents, it'd hurt them pretty badly and what's going to happen to my dad?

I don't always like my family, but I'm last one who wants to see it crumble, regardless if there's anything bad for me.

A week later and everything seems to be okay. Apparently.

I was supposed to keep this secret, but I doubt any of them would read this and to prove it here's a list of embarrassing things I would never admit to my family.

- I'm Centre-Left (According to a 30 second Pollitcol quiz.)

done.

Talking of splitting up my DS decided it didn't like life anymore and did an appparant leap (It fell down) and broke into two pieces. Annoying.

A few days ago I tried to beat Ocarina of Time in a day with a friend doing at the same time, only to find out I hadn't played it for ages so I was sucking! I have to do it again one day.

And that's my monthly journal for now, maybe I'll upload some shit. I need writing iinspiration, someone throw an idea at me.

Not updated in a while?

What else is to say I guess.

Today didin't go to good.. actually it was one of the things I didn't want to happen.

.. I'm sure there's a way around this though.


vauge is vauge.


I should really beat SUPER Metroid, I whined about it enough - although not having my Wii for two months really got me lost where I was.

Whatever.

I have my exams coming up soon, so that have to be on the back burner for some time.

At least on the brighter side of things I had a letter today about a course.. I'll be fowareded an interview time! Apparently!

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I know this is simply ego-building that you'd find in the likes of MySpace, but fuck it, do it anyway.



1. I ___ Rex.
2. I want to _____ Rex!
3. Rex is ______.
4. Rex and I are_____.
5. If I was alone in a room with Rex we would probably _____.
6. I wish Rex could _____.
7. Rex should ______.
8. Rex reminds me of _____.
9. If Rex was an animal, she would be a ________. (wtf, do you even have to answer this?! )
10. One day, Rex and I will _____.


What Would You Do If...
1. I died from natural causes:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I was hospitalized:
5. I ran away from home:
6. I said I didn't want to be friends anymore:
7: I drew you a picture:

What do you think about my:
1. Personality:
2. Eyes:
3. Hair:

Would You:
1. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
2. Hold my hand?:
3. Take a bullet for me?:
4. Keep in touch?:
5. Try and solve my problems?:
6. love me?
7. Make fun of me?:
8. Hug me?:
9. Get into trouble for me?:

Have You Ever:
1. Lied to make me feel better?:
2. Wanted to kiss me?:
3. Wanted to kill me?:
4. Smiled thinking about me?:
5. Kept something important from me?:
6. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
7. Wanted to meet me?:
8. Hated me?:
9: Needed me?:

And More: (FUCKING MORE?!)
1. When and how did we meet?
2. What was your first impression?
3. Describe me in one word.
4. Do you still think that way about me now?
5. What reminds you of me?
6. If you could give me anything what would it be?
7. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
8. Are you going to put this on your journal to see what I say?


cow inb4ever1 lol

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Stories:


's trade Erm..

Don't be a von Karma: (C5 coming soon)
Brandon short story (Coming soon)

LINKS:
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Took from CrystalWing.

[x ] I think I'm ugly sometimes. Not an uncommon thing
[ ] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad
[] I hate my mom
[X] I have a brother
[X] I have a sister
[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[] I'm in school.
[X] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (They rarely did.)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Been driven. I dunnae drive) that too
[X] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe
[] I've been to Africa. (TUNISIAAAAA)
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[] I'm single.
[x ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi
[ ] I'm gay
[] I've had sex
[ ] I've had phone sex
[ ] I've cybered
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x ] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take/have taken anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals
[] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[X] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[X] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit
[X] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[X] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[x ] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[X] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[x ] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loathe labels
[x ] I like action movies
[ ] I like horror movies
[] I like chick flicks
[X] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before
[ x] I can't spell
[X] I treasure my friends.
[X] I think of others before myself
[ ] All of those are answered honestly.

I tag:

MonstorMon64, Marina-Stalker, LCTechno, EliteFourLorelei, Articuno

Go do something, guys.

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Stories:


's trade Erm..

Don't be a von Karma: (C5 coming soon)
Brandon short story (Coming soon)

LINKS:
[link]

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Well putting that day behind me, I learn valuable lessons such as actually throw the apple at Jack's window to wake him up like I had played around the thought of doing.

So what's happened on the last month? Not much, really, been college. Still job hunting.

Apollo Justice, I must say I enjoyed very much, despite a few short comings, but I'm willing to forgive it and look onto it as a base for the next games to be based.

Thankfully, none of the characters are Lotta Hart level annoying. Its funny, Justice For All is my favourite game of the series, yet, its the one that has more Lotta in it than the others, and I cannot stand her.

The awesomeness of Adrian, Franziska, Pearls makes up for her though.

SO YES. AJ = good. Klavier while a bit bland in court was a good character otherwise, Kristoph was interesting and Valant was AWESOME.

Ema Syke was annoying, bring back Dick! And Phoenix, slightly annoyed he was so engmiatic, I don't know, in 7 years did he decided to study Mia's tactics?

Actually, this is all I can think of saying. Eh. Have a good one everyone.

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Stories:


's trade Erm..

Don't be a von Karma: (C5 coming soon)
Brandon short story (Coming soon)

LINKS:
[link]

Top picture by